in your future, where would i be?

i'm just hoping that when you wake your exam-facts-crammed head tomorrow morning you will think of me and read this. well if not, i'll just call you and recite it out. like i always do when you tell me to 'just say it' but i digress again..

i'm still thinking now if you don't know. still thinking of the words to say so this will come out the best way possible. so after next week you are totally done with school forever. and while you are super excited and stoked about the next chapter after uni, i am really quite nervous. because things will change and you will too which will make me change too. not like you haven't but that's for another century or so.. but just so you know i'm really proud of you and that i care (a lot, as a matter of fact) even if i laugh a lot on the phone and make you feel that i don't and say 'you know!' a lot when you don't and i don't know a lot about How Things Work in our situation. but i am proud of you. and i care. and while almost everything feels like a waste of time, you don't.
so all the best for your exams tomorrow and next week and after that and after that and many after thats that i hope to be part of. (: